there comes a time when you think, ponder, muse and mull over lots of nothingness. and then you consider if it's all worth the while. there comes a time after you have given all you have to all you ever wanted, and then you weigh and consider if what you've done and given has touched someone's heart. if not, you may wish to understand that maybe, just maybe some things aren't meant to be.

but until that point, i will not relent. i will not simply walk away. when it would be so easy to. to simply leave the place. the place where dreams were forged and carefully crafted plans carried out. in the end, to little avail.

there is also a time when you just want to sit back and watch life.